December 2012
2 posts
Lmao
xxcheshire-katxx:
I bet her fat ugly finger is going to get a cramp from all of her blocking.
No one cares anymore, Ms. Croft, so fuck off and get over it.
We all have better things to do, dumb cunt.
November 2012
5 posts
Ha!
I look like a football player in a bikini? Please. You must weigh at least 50 pounds more than I do. You look like Shrek’s girlfriend. Yeah, Fiona as an ogre. That’s exactly your body type. Cow. You’re huge. Too huge for life.
Of course you’ll read this, you’re such a terrible liar. I’m not going to act proud. If I have the means to taunt you, I will. Its fun....
tinker-tayler-deactivated201301 asked: You ridiculous cow. You asked me questions on Formspring about Harry Potter because you were interested in me and my opinions. Don't even try and pretend like you were doing it just to piss me off. You know nothing about anything that has happened. You just want to stick your ugly face into any drama you can find. Keep your broken brain away from my posts and try and fix yourself so you...
I opened up my heart to him. Bared it all like I’ve wanted to for the past 10 months. Truth be told, I’m crazy about him. Doesn’t matter if I had a different boyfriend for a while. I knew he was still that special one.
And I have this wonderful vision. Of us lying in a field, conjoined at the heart, smiling up into the sunny sky.
Just smiling, finally healthy, no bad thoughts,...
News!
Its been super forever since I posted a blog entry, so here we go. Lets make it simple.
FIVE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!
1.) Almost all of my co workers are sweet as can be and even told me they want to come to one of my theater/music shows! And I know its genuine since I’ve grown and evolved this friendship with them over the past 6 months of working with them. It wasn’t this way at...
This eruption, this stagnation
You didn’t know I had it in me
With-held my love, kept in a capsule
I didn’t know you had it in you
October 2012
1 post
-_-
I don’t really like calling people “ugly,” but it is easy to call her ugly because she is truly, 100% ugly: She’s not only heavy with a face that looks like she ran into a brick wall, but her heart and soul is hideous and disgusting. She’s a nasty, mean, catty, manipulative bitter person that hardly anyone I know can stand. If she were a sweet girl, I would be able to...
July 2012
2 posts
How sweet it is to be loved by you
PMS is a terrible thing. It causes me to fly into blind rages and suddenly become angry over insignificant things. So when one of the girls in my cast is bitchy to me for no reason, its very hard. Especially when I’m nursing an eye injury, and being surrounded by tons of very eccentric, loud people. Thankfully Patrick understood when I was being irrational. He’s so good to me, and so...
Past
And when I think of those past memories, they still belong to yesterday. And the day before that, and the day before that. Time has turned into a haze, a blob, an invisible smoke. Things have blown over. The ocean has come and washed it away.
Some memories I loved, some memories make me cringe. Pain is always only temporary when I realize they are just memories. Just that transluscent mist. I can...
June 2012
4 posts
What to do...
And just when I think I had it all figured out, I’m not sure what to do with my life.
It’s like I was working on just one part of myself for so long…..and now its time to move on to other things. Now that things with my disease are pretty much managed, its time to work on my purpose and my future. At one point i really thought I wanted to pursue singing, but then I wanted to...
I work a lot.
But I’m making so much moneyyyyyyy
Patrick
My love for you, its like
Butterflies skimming the sky
Flowers waving in fields of gold
Warm, like the sun!
My love for you is a roller coaster
My stomach drops with each twist
And turn
I can hardly bear the excitement
Can hardly contain the desire
To kiss you, each time you’re around
I want to cover you
You are butterflies skimming the sky
You are flowers, waving in fields of...
May 2012
11 posts
Haha.
It seems like every time I tell myself I’m going to be single for a long time or not look at boys, I ALWAYS get a boyfriend. Weird. I really like Patrick though. He’s sweet, gentle, kind, knows how to turn me on, and just fun to have around. I’m really happy we found each other. Its nice. We agree on pretty much everything and just fit so well. I have a knack for falling head...
Thanks weight watchers!
Only 5 days on your program and I definitely feel I look better ;)
Ariel swoop
My hunny-bunny is sleeping in my bed. He had a rough work shift. So here I am just taking pictures of myself.
Patrick says I look like Ariel when I do my hair like this :)
Wow.
Seriously? I’m a Tumblr person, I’m also a human. So of course I read it. Of course I’m fascinated. Mostly saddened, though. Sad that you really are serious about making yourself into a monster. I may have had my moments, but at least I apologized, and I’m done. I have no desire to fight. I have no reason. I thought YOU had no reason, but apparently you’re digging...
Furfag pride
He's...
He’s quirky. I like that. When he smiles, he has a gap in his teeth. I like that even more. Something about quirky teeth has always attracted me. Can’t really explain it.
And oh, does he know how to turn me on. Does he ever. When we do it I’m lost in the blissful sensation..in, out, in, out. I’m hypnotized. Lost. Lost in him.
I like it.
Monologue I wrote. Work of fiction.
Do you even understand, man? Do you even begin to comprehend? I wish you knew that I would treat you like a prince. Each morning you would wake up to a sweet text, and be more than certain to feel your phone buzzing in your pocket at every lunch break. It’s just me again, telling you I’m thinking of you, with hearts and x’s and o’s all over the place. Does that thought make...
April 2012
16 posts
Stream of consciousness
And now I don’t think I want to try and date. I don’t want to date someone because I’m tired of being alone. Sure, dating is fun, and I’ve always had a lot of enthusiasm to go out there and try my luck. I’ve always found it exciting, and the failures just the end of a new beginning. But not anymore. I’m done. I want somebody to pursue me themselves.
I’m...
Found one...
She’s beautiful, in an almost awkward, imperfect way. My favorite type of beauty in a girl. I have her number…I can text her any time I want. Any time I work up the courage to. Would we work? Okcupid says we would.
Will I just back out of it and realize I want to be with a man? Or will she entice me?
Bi bi bi
I had an extremely vivid dream last night that I had a girlfriend.
It was a girl from my theater class, actually. She has short dark hair, and a bit of a sad expression. She’s a furry, most importantly. I actually want to go to a furvention with her in September. I don’t know if she’s lesbian or bi. Its kind of an awkward question to ask somebody. Its not as simple as asking how...
I’ve found a boy who I would be proud to introduce to my father. This means a lot.
I just want to say, that if he were truly your friend, he wouldn’t be being held hostage by his girlfriend. So SHE’S the reason you guys aren’t friends anymore? You mean to tell me he doesn’t have the balls to tell his girlfriend: “Fuck you, she’s my friend, I want to keep my friends if I’m going to be in this relationship?” He’s too much of a...
What I think.
I don’t have sex with men to spite others. I don’t have sex to manipulate, confuse, anger, or hurt. Women who do that are sluts. Know why? Because they have no self respect. Women like that give their bodies away. They lose touch with what they deserve. They just ride the cock for reasons other than their own personal pleasure, and THAT is a sin.
Outside of just reproduction, God gave...
I am 22
And it feels good.
Lol, he looks a lot like his mom. And his dad I suppose. I see him in both of them.
He definitely made my birthday. <3
Which one...
I’ve never been one to be interested in two boys at the same time. It’s just not my style. The Jen style is to be infatuated with one boy at a time. To be utterly head over heels and giddy for him. Not to be equally interested in two. I don’t spread my passion around like fucking peanut butter. Its concentrated in one spot. It concentrates on one.
I suppose that is something in...
The new boy.
You’re beautiful.
With features that make
My heart swoon
Head over heels.
You’re beautiful.
With a mind I connect with
We can talk for hours
Won’t you please be mine?
You’re beautiful.
I must have you to myself
I’ll call you even when
They tell me not to
Because I don’t care
You’re all I am aware
I know what I feel deep inside.
The butterfly
You’re beautiful.
I think of you always
I’m concerned...
:D
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YAY!
Hooray! My life makes sense!
I will continue to work dutifully at Petco, and then I intend on going to school to be a dog groomer. I will also take my final math class at moorpark at then receive my finished degree in music. :) When I am done with dog grooming and enjoy working at it a bit, I will take the next step and enroll in Hollywood’s animal training school!
I wont give up acting...
March 2012
37 posts
:/
I feel like the biggest loser ever right now. I feel like all of my friends have college degrees or some type of certification. All I have is a job as a grooming assistant at petco and am fucking around at a community college…yes, a community college after the OTHER community college I was at for three fucking years, and I don’t even have my AA in music from it because of that stupid...
And each time.
He was sent to me for a reason.
I'm a stubborn little fucker
I’m a stubborn little fucker, I am….
I’ve always felt different from most girls. Except maybe from Shannon. We seem to be the same person in many ways. XD
But yeah. I feel that I am different. Sometimes I feel like part of my soul is male. Does that sound weird? Yes, yes it does. But I’m serious. I have this certain strength and indifference to most problems that girls...
Quirky people and busy person
My new job is cool but also weird at the same time…for the sole reason that every single one of my co-workers is a chick with quirky tattoos and piercings and hair. I feel like the biggest square ever. I mean, really. Fortunately I have good enough social skills so I’m already chummy with all of them and totally fit in on the conversations, but sometimes its hard not to feel a little...
...
Now 2 people know about my crush on him. That’s 2 too many. They weren’t supposed to know, but it happened. At this point its hard to hide it from everyone. I can barely keep myself from saying “I miss (insert his name here)” or “Rehearsal isn’t the same without (insert his name here.)” I know he’ll be back on the 20th, but til then, he’s...
HOLY SHIT HE ASKED ME ON A DATE
